Tuesday, August 09, 2005

6 hours of Isolation =

  • N. has misguided me these past three years and I need to stop talking to her
  • The spiritual life I am trying to lead is a bunch of bullshit and I have succeeded in fooling myself
  • I should go to the book store and walk around
  • Going out ... good, staying in bed and isolating ... bad
  • This girl at work definately gave me a look today...and not a friendly one
  • I am never going to have children, not by choice
  • "He" is not out there and my only chance at true love has been ruined by my obsessive compulsive behavior
  • I must move back to the East coast
  • Diet Dr. Pepper rocks
  • Seattle, I am meant to live in Seattle
  • How do people live alone?...it is lonely and terrifying
  • I ate too much and my thighs are fucking gigantic...how in the hell did they get so big...they were not this fat on Sunday
  • On average, I make a dijourno pizza once a week... that is definately too much dijourno
  • I hate my job and need to quit...In fact, I'm not going to quit, I'm just not going back
  • I need to wear my Wonder Woman pajamas more often
  • Chatting on line is going to be my new form of human interaction...fuck that face to face bullshit, totally overrated
  • I have nothing to finish the "Loves2..." statement for my screen name...there goes chatting
  • How many men on the Yahoo personals are stalkers and/or murderers and/or looking for a woman to abuse and what are my chances of emailing him?

2 Comments:

Blogger jaynar said...

Too much time spent at my computer:

1. I'm glad I'm not N
2. I hate caffeine
3. Michelle is an amazing person
4. I hear that nerve.com has the best-looking guys for personals
5. Think Michelle should meet a guy off the internet

4:12 PM  
Blogger JRey said...

To much time spent alone can make you second guess what you are doing. I know I picked up that something was wrong on Tuesday. You need true friends like you have on days like this. No one said that living alone would be easy but it is a part of figuring ourselves out.

You are not fat. I know I look at you on a daily basis. You are a beautiful woman and should carry yourself as such. If you ever need a person to talk to you have my number.

7:42 AM  

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