And the red flag has been shoved up my...
So...bad news. #3 dumped me.
Wednesday he talked to me about this epiphany he had about his last relationship and he saw that he had a bigger part in it then he first wanted to admit. He saw the insanity of all his relationships and that he was starting to go there with me and he didn't want to do that and that it was really clear that he needed to be by himself to work it all out.
I am devastated.
But at the same time he just wants to do what I had to do, too.
This sucks.
I can't even be mad.
I feel like an idiot. I never get hurt. I leave before I get hurt...or truthfully, I get myself into relationships where I can't get hurt.
Wednesday he talked to me about this epiphany he had about his last relationship and he saw that he had a bigger part in it then he first wanted to admit. He saw the insanity of all his relationships and that he was starting to go there with me and he didn't want to do that and that it was really clear that he needed to be by himself to work it all out.
I am devastated.
But at the same time he just wants to do what I had to do, too.
This sucks.
I can't even be mad.
I feel like an idiot. I never get hurt. I leave before I get hurt...or truthfully, I get myself into relationships where I can't get hurt.
posted by Mychy at 2:14 AM
2 Comments:
in addition to being sorry about the heartbreak - sorry you got spammed. :(
Someone once told me that we can never hope to find a good relationship unless we take risks. It doesn't lessen the blow, but at least it validates feeling crappy. There is no way to avoid heartache. Fortunately, if you are a writer, it makes for good material. :)
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